I know it’s been two weeks since I last posted to this
blog. I have got to get better at
this stuff. The thing is that
nothing profound or amazing has happened during the past two weeks. Nothing earth shattering or life
changing. Nothing deep or immensely
meaningful. I guess that’s why
I’ve struggled to write lately.
But perhaps it’s the small moments in life that are most meaningful, not the huge events or the profound insights…
Hmmmm…
So if I was to paint a picture of my life right now, what
would it look like? Well, it would
be filled with bright skies and vibrant sunsets. It would be filled with laughter and joy. A lot of movement, some backwards but
mostly in a forward direction.
Once in a while there might be a little bump or a moment of stress, but
after a deep breath, the birds would sing and the sun would shine again.
You see, I feel like I’m in the middle of a lot. For a brief moment the amount “a lot”
sweeps me up into a panic; but if I step back, I realize that the “a lot” is
all good stuff… really, really good stuff.
The donations are pouring in for the 5th Annual
Reason2Smile Art Sale (Friday May 25th 6-9pm at Bluseed Studios in
Saranac Lake, NY). Incredibly
talented artists from the community have donated a piece (or two or three or four)
of their work in support for Reason2Smile. Looking at these items brings a smile to my face as I recognize
the generosity and love that I am surrounded by.
Last week I made my first in person delivery of a first
place prize for the 2012 Reason2Smile Writing Contest. The 4th grade boy at
Cato-Meridian Elementary School was all smiles as he received his R2S t-shirt,
magnet, cd, and bracelet. His
classmates gave him a standing ovation as they all celebrated in his success. Witnessing the support (oppose to the
jealousy that one would assume a 10 year old child would have towards a
classmate who beat him/her in a contest) gave me goose bumps. Kids sure can be amazing.
Yesterday I drove 2 ½ hours over the Canadian border to
visit a small elementary school in Dorval, Quebec. This bilingual school currently enrolls 55 fifth graders who
noisily piled into the library on a beautiful Thursday afternoon. Amazingly, their voices quieted and
their energy calmed as they listened to me share stories about Jambo Jipya
School and the lives of the children who attend. Their questions were deep and responses enthusiastic as we
spent an hour together. Afterwards
I was able to have lunch with a smaller group of the students (the leadership
club) and we spoke more in-depth about the school and the help they may be able
to offer. All this because a man
saw a post that one of his friends put on Facebook in support for Reason2Smile,
he “liked” us, asked a few questions, and decided to sponsor a child as a
Christmas gift for his 11-year-old daughter. He then followed up by encouraging me to connect with his
daughter’s school and visit them in person. As his daughter clung to the framed photo of the little girl
her family sponsors, I couldn’t help but smile.
Oh and I am getting married in 43 days!! :) I allow myself to get slightly
overwhelmed by the details of “the day” every once in a while, but mostly I am
immensely excited! As Mark says,
“As long as you and I are there and at the end of the day you are my wife,
everything will have been perfect.”
Yup, I love him! He is my
very best friend in all the world and I get to spend the rest of my life with
him. What could be more wonderful
than that?! Sure, I know it won’t
all be sunshine and roses, but I am stepping forward into life beside a man I
respect and love… beside a man whose morals and values line up with mine…
beside a man who I can communicate with openly and honestly… beside a man who I
know is going to make a wonderful father.
I am so very blessed!
As I joined the choir at church again on Wednesday night (I
say “again” because I have been out of town pretty much every weekend for the
past six so I haven’t sang with them in a long time), my heart was overcome
with gratitude. For some
reason when I sing my emotions feel heightened and I am more capable of being
in the moment. All the worries and
stresses of the day seem to slip away and I am filled with joy and love… for
the One who created me… for those who surround me… and for all the many, many blessings
in my life. My life is so very
good! And I hope yours is too!
You write beautifully. Thank you for sharing your life with all of us! We love you and pray for you.
ReplyDeleteThank you very much for your kind words Claire! And thank you for your your prayers!
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